Monday, July 5, 2010

This is Love



This is Love - Kelly Rowland

Can u describe the moment
When two people fall in love
Some say the clouds will spin in circles
And the rain will turn to dust
The poor will start to laugh
Even the rich will start to cry
It can sneak up like a soldier
It can wake you up at night
That's what i feel when I'm standing here with you
It's what my heart has sworn to be true


This is love
It's writin on my face
It's the way i lean my body towards you
Even when I'm a 100 miles away
This is love like a diamond in the sand
It took so long to find you
I can't wait another day to say
This is love

ohh
this is love
yeah

You take my imperfections
And turn them into art
If i could change one thing about you
There would be no place to start
You are safety without numbers
You are dangerously wild
But you're sweeter than rock candy
And you ease my inner child
That's what i feel when i'm standing here with you
That's what my heart has sworn to be true

This is love
It's written on my face
It's the way i lean by body towards you
Even when i'm a 100 miles away
This is love like a diamond in the sand
It took so long to find you
I can't wait another day to say
This is love


ohh
yeah

No i'm no easy angel
I'm moody like the wind
I am impatient, complicated
I am fragile deep within
But you're no fool
And i'm no little girl
Have we not found there is love in the world?

This is love
I said it's written on my face
It's the way i lean my body towards you
Even when i'm a 100 miles away
This is love like a diamond in the sand
It took so long to find you
I can't wait another day to say
This is love

oh
this is love, love, love
this, this is love



aku ingin bernyanyi untuknya. tarikan nafas pertama untuk kata pertama di lagu ini lemah. masih mengalun didalam panggung. aku masih melihat penonton lain. lighting panggung pun mulai meredup. menandakan perhatian org terserap olehku, yang sedang bernyanyi.

bait pertama aku tak sanggup melihat mu.
reff.....
aku melihatmu.

aku tak bisa menulis bagaimana perasaan itu, karena memang tidak bisa di definisikan. nafasku mulai menggebu-gebu. sudah tak peduli dengan penonton lain. darah di semua bagian tubuhku seperti melayang se-inci dr tempat semula. semuanya menari mengikuti laguku. semuanya berdiri, bernyanyi dan mendorong mataku untuk melihatnya. konsentrasi untuk bernyanyi pun buyar. setelah itu aku tidak lagi bernyanyi, tapi menumpahkan seluruh perasaanku kepadamu. lewat suara ini, lewat kedua mata ini.

i cant wait another day to say... this is love.....
shena.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Massive Love Destruction



Have you ever felt hundred repetitions of high speed butterfly velvet wings flaps within the area between your tummy and chest? Such a lovely feeling deceiving saying it can’t be wrong.

Have you ever felt massive destructive anxiety, telling you to move based on what your guts tell you, despite of all the logical contrast?

Have you ever felt that your head, your nerves inside your brain are trained and tensed to think of one thing only? Either, its Love Love Love or Him Him Him… It weighs your mind even more, for every second passed.

Have you ever felt it? Have you ever felt it? Have you ever felt it?

If yes, how many times have you lived it….? Does it feel so real every time…? Or does it feel deceiving every time?

Have you ever felt that your ears are massively strummed by that in depth lyrics love songs , and you ended up closing your eyes slowly and increase the music volume to your headphones to intolerable decibel.

Have you ever become so honest to yourself that finally your tears melt slowly? 
Very slow that you could almost enjoy it, cherish every moment of it.

I am in Love. And it hits me pretty bad. Massive Love Destruction.
created by my cousin